He kept her abreast of what was going on there by leaving secret notes in a confessional in the 16th century San Luigi dei Francesi church, which is famous for Caravaggio paintings that hang on its walls.
She describes the trepidation and fear she felt each time she entered the church to collect the messages, which were hidden inside a ripped cushion. “I got down on my knees, threw a quick look over my shoulder, then inserted two fingers into the material. I felt a piece of paper rustle, and I quickly placed it in the palm of my hand,” she writes.
On one occasion, a man approached her and asked her if she was alright. “I breathed a sigh of relief. It was just another churchgoer. It was nobody dangerous… ‘It’s OK, I was just praying,’ I said quietly. The man bowed and went away, but I waited until he left the church before opening the little piece of paper.
“The messages of my friend in the Secretariat of State, left in the confessional to keep me abreast of what was happening in the Vatican, kept me going during those months.” One of the messages she received claimed that the Pope was angry that the trial had gone ahead and wanted it brought to a close as soon as possible. “This trial has to finish, His Holiness is really irritated,” the note said.