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After 14 years, weekly vigil of hope in doubt outside church at center of Spotlight investigation

By Allison Pohle
Boston.com
January 10, 2016

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From left: Ken Scott, Stan Doherty, Paul Kellen, and other advocates on the day of one of the last weekly vigils.
Photo by Allison Pohle

John Mudd, left, talks to Ken Scott and Paul Kellen outside the church.

Stan Doherty didn’t believe what he was reading when he opened his copy of The Boston Globe on January 6, 2002. He saw the first article in a series about the widespread and systemic abuse of children by clergy members in the Catholic Church—a church he was part of. He closed the paper, incredulous.

That month, hundreds of his fellow parishioners began to gather outside the 11:30 a.m. mass at the Cathedral of the Holy Cross in Boston to demand the resignation of one of the church’s clergy members, Cardinal Bernard Law. The Globe found Law had kept abusive priests, including Rev. John Geoghan, in the ministry for years despite allegations of child sexual abuse. (Geoghan was accused of abusing more than 100 children.)

But Doherty couldn’t bring himself to join them. He didn’t want the allegations to be true.

That all changed after he read a story on one of the victims who killed himself because he couldn’t recover from the abuse he had experienced.

“After that, I went out in front of this church and decided I wasn’t going to let them get away with this,” Doherty said. “Well, turns out, they did.”

Doherty and a group of about a dozen survivors and advocates, who informally call themselves the “sidewalk family,” have held a vigil of hope in front of the Cathedral of the Holy Cross for more than 14 years. This Sunday was the last for Doherty, and fellow advocates Ken Scott and Paul Kellen, both of whom have been present for more than 650 Sundays.

They’ve run out of hope.

“I don’t think anything’s going to change in the church, at least not hierarchically,” Doherty said. “This will be my last weekly Sunday vigil. I want to get my life back.”

The final straw came during Pope Francis’s visit to the United States this past fall. While speaking at the Cathedral of St. Matthew the Apostle, Francis said the bishops were courageous during “difficult moments in the recent history of the Church.”

Doherty, Scott, and Kellen disagree. In the 14 years they’ve stood outside the church, they say they’ve seen little change in how the church has responded to victims of clergy abuse. Although Pope Francis created a Vatican tribunal for judging bishops accused of covering up or failing to act in cases of child sexual abuse by priests, Kellen said bishops have continued to escape punishment.

“When the boss praises the behavior of his troops shouldn’t we expect more of the same?” Kellen said. “So we should expect more coverup and more assistance to predators to avoid criminal sanction. To me it is a clear signal that no real change will come from the leadership of my church. Since I see that no protection is forthcoming from the hierarchy, I will direct my efforts in other ways.”

They decided to make this Sunday their last because it’s close to the anniversary of the day the Globe’s series was released in 2002. Their vigil also ended the same day that Spotlight, the movie that chronicled how the Globe’s investigative reporters uncovered the problem of clergy sexual abuse, will find out whether it receives a Golden Globe for “Best Picture.”

The movie received glowing reviews. Rotten Tomatoes currently gives it a 97 percent. The site notes that critics generally feel that Spotlight “gracefully handles the lurid details of its fact-based story” and resists “temptation to lionize heroes.”

Most survivors agreed. But many survivors and advocates noted that the film ends with the release of the investigation, so it doesn’t discuss its aftermath. It doesn’t address how the series encouraged many survivors to come forward with their stories. The film also doesn’t address how their fight for recognition from the Catholic Church hasn’t ended.

“I recognize the contribution the Spotlight team has made to the defense of innocent and powerless children,” Kellen said. “Unfortunately it has not reached some of these who needed it most.”

Those people, he said, are the survivors who still haven’t seen the church defrock bishops. Those people are children currently attending the Catholic Church, who he said are still at risk of abuse as long as the church continues to keep these bishops in their positions.

The vigil, from its very beginnings, has been about hope. That’s why it continued even after Cardinal Law was forced to resign as bishop of the Archdiocese of Boston (though he was subsequently relocated to a position in the Vatican). The sidewalk family made sure one person was present every week, whether through rain, sleet, or snow, so the issues would stay at the forefront of people’s minds. Every week, the advocates held pictures of abuse victims and tried to encourage parishioners exiting the church to contact officials and demand accountability.

Doherty said, through their presence, they wanted to let survivors know that there were people who believed them. That there were people who would use the pictures to force the church officials to acknowledge what had happened within their congregations. He said they believed, in time, things would change.

“I was thinking that I started this 14 years ago, and I’m standing here and wondering ‘Where did my life go?’” Doherty said. “Nothing has changed. There are better ways to be using my time.”

Scott said he felt conflicted ending his weekly appearance because he knows many survivors who find it too painful to attend on their own are aware of the vigil and appreciate how allies will stand outside week after week. But, even though in May, on the day of the 700th consecutive Sunday vigil, he, Doherty, and Kellen said they would stand outside the church for the next 700 Sundays, Scott said they’ve gotten realistic. He and Doherty aren’t sure what, if anything, they’ll do next to support survivors.

Kellen has more a more concrete idea. He plans to become more involved with the Massachusetts Children’s Alliance, which has programs that address and promote awareness for childhood abuse.

All three men said they might show up in front of the church from time to time on high holidays to continue to show their support for survivors.

After mass ended, Doherty, Kellen, Scott, and four other allies took their place in front of the church gates, holding signs of the abused children. Most parishioners walked away and averted their eyes, shielding their faces with umbrellas as the rain poured down.

As she stood waiting for parishioners, Lucia Mudd, one of the advocates, dropped a sign that read “Business as usual means more abused children” in a puddle.

“That’s okay,” Kellen said. “I’m not going to need that much longer.”

Once the parishioners had dispersed, Kellen gathered up the signs from the advocates and put them back in the bag he’s used to transport them to the church for the past 14 years.

“Well, there you have it,” he said. “We’ll be in touch.”

Scott nodded and turned away from the church.

“I don’t know if anyone’s going to be here next Sunday,” he said. “But it’s not going to be me.”

 




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